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rarrivedintimetostophimkillingme.”
Harriet’seyessuddenlyburned.
“Ithinkyou’dbettertellmethestoryfromthebeginning.”
Ittookmorethananhour.Hetoldherwhohewasandwhathewasworkingon.HedescribedhowhecametobegiventheassignmentbyHenrikVanger.Heexpinedhowthepolice’sinvestigationhadetoadeadend,andhetoldherofHenrik’slonginvestigation,andfinallyhetoldherhowaphotographofherwithfriendsinJ?rnv?gsgataninHedestadhadledtotheuncoveringofthesorrowsbehindthemysteryofherdisappearanceanditsappallingsequel,whichhadendedwithMartinVanger’ssuicide.
Ashetalked,dusksetin.Themenquitworkfortheday,fireswerestarted,andpotsbegantosimmer.BlomkvistnoticedthatJeffstayedclosetohisbossandkeptawatchfuleyeonhiheyeachhadanotherbeer.WhenhewasfinishedHarrietsatforalongtimeinsilence.
Atlengthshesaid:“Iwassohappythatmyfatherwasdeadandtheviolencewasover.ItneverourredtomethatMartin…I’mgdhe’sdead.”
“Icanunderstandthat.”
“Yourstorydoesn’texpinhowyouknewthatIwasalive.”
“Afterwerealisedwhathadhappened,itwasn’tsodifficulttoworkouttherest.Todisappear,youneededhelp.Anitawasyourconfidanteandtheonlyoneyoucouldevenconsider.Youwerefriends,andshehadspentthesummerwithyou.Youstayedoutatyourfather’scabin.Iftherewasanyoneyouhadconfidedin,ithadtobeher—andalsoshehadjustgotherdriver’slicence.”
Harrietlookedathimwithanunreadableexpression.
“SonowthatyouknowI’malive,whatareyougoingtodo?”
“IhavetotellHenrik.Hedeservestoknow.”
“Andthen?You’reajournalist.”
“I’mnotthinkingofexposingyou.I’vealreadybreachedsomanyrulesofprofessionalconductinthiswholedismalmessthattheJournalistsAssociationwouldundoubtedlyexpelmeiftheyknewaboutit.”Hewastryingtomakelightofit.“Onemorewon’tmakeanydifference,andIdon’twanttomakemyoldbabysitterangry.”
Shewasnotamused.
“Howmanypeopleknowthetruth?”
“Thatyou’realive?Rightnow,youandmeandAnitaandmypartner.Henrik’swyerknowsabouttwo-thirdsofthestory,buthestillthinksyoudiedinthesixties.”
HarrietVangerseemedtobethinkingsomethingover.Shestaredoutatthedark.Mikaelonceagainhadanuneasyfeelingthathewasinavulnerablesituation,andheremindedhimselfthatHarrietVanger’sownriflewasonacampbedthreepacesaway.Thenheshookhimselfandstoppedimaginingthings.Hechangedthesubject.
“ButhowdidyouetobeasheepfarmerinAustralia?IalreadyknowthatAnitasmuggledyouoffHedebyIsnd,presumablyinthebootofhercarwhenthebridgere-openedthedayaftertheaident.”
“Actually,Iyonthefloorofthebackseatwithabnketoverme.Butno-onewaslooking.IwenttoAnitawhenshearrivedontheisndandtoldherthatIhadtoescape.YouguessedrightthatIconfidedinher.Shehelpedme,andshe’sbeenaloyalfriendalltheseyears.”
“WhyAustralia?”
“IstayedinAnita’sroominStockholmforafewweeks.Anitahadherownmoney,whichshegenerouslylentme.Shealsogavemeherpassport.Welookedalmostexactlylikeeachother,andallIhadtodowasdyemyhairblonde.ForfouryearsIlivedinaconventinItaly—Iwasn’tanun.Thereareconventswhereyoucanrentaroomcheap,tohavepeaceandquiettothink.ThenImetSpencerCochran.Hewassomeyearsolder;he’djustfinishedhisdegreeinEngndandwashitchhikingaroundEurope.Ifellinlove.Hedidtoo.That’salltherewastoit.‘Anita’Vangermarriedhimin1971.I’veneverhadanyregrets.Hewasawonderfulman.Verysadly,hediedeightyearsago,andIbecametheownerofthestation.”
“Butyourpassport—surelysomeoneshouldhavediscoveredthatthereweretwoAnitaVangers?”
“No,whyshouldthey?ASwedishgirlnamedAnitaVangerwho’smarriedtoSpencerCochran.WhethershelivesinLondonorAustraliamakesnodifference.TheoneinLondonhasbeenSpencerCochran’sestrangedwife.TheoneinAustraliawashisverymuchpresentwife.Theydon’tmatchupputerfilesbetweenCanberraandLondon.Besides,IsoongotanAustralianpassportundermymarriedname.Thearrangementfunctionedperfectly.TheonlythingthatcouldhaveupsetthestorywasifAnitaherselfwantedtogetmarried.MymarriagehadtoberegisteredintheSwedishnationalregistrationfiles.”
“Butsheneverdid.”
“Shecimsthatsheneverfoundanyone.ButIknowthatshediditformysake.She’sbeenatruefriend.”
“Whatwasshedoinginyourroom?”
“Iwasn’tveryrationalthatday.IwasafraidofMartin,butaslongashewasinUppsa,Icouldpushtheproblemoutofmymind.ThentherehewasinHedestad,andIrealisedthatI’dneverbesafetherestofmylife.IwentbackandforthbetweenwantingtotellUncleHenrikandwantingtoflee.WhenHenrikdidn’thavetimetotalktome,Ijustwanderedrestlesslyaroundthevilge.OfcourseIknowthattheaidentonthebridgeovershadowedeverythingelseforeveryone,butnotforme.Ihadmyownproblems,andIwashardlyevenawareoftheaident.Everythingseemedunreal.ThenIranintoAnita,whowasstayinginaguestcottageinthepoundwithGerdaandAlexander.ThatwaswhenImadeupmymind.Istayedwithherthewholetimeanddidn’tdaregooutside.ButtherewasohingIhadtotakewithme—Ihadwrittendowneverythingthathappenedinadiary,andIneededafewclothes.Anitagotthemforme.”
“Isupposeshecouldn’tresistthetemptationtolookoutattheaidentscene.”Blomkvistthoughtforamoment.“WhatIdon’tunderstandiswhyyoudidn’tjustgotoHenrik,asyouhadintended.”
“Whydoyouthink?”
“Ireallydon’tknortinwouldhavebeenremovedimmediately—probablysenttoAustraliaforsomesortoftherapyortreatment.”
“Youhaven’tunderstoodwhathappened.”
UptothispointBlomkvisthadonlyreferredtoGottfried’ssexuassaultonMartin,leavingHarriet’sroleoutofit.
“GottfriedmolestedMartin,”hesaidcautiously.“Isuspectthathealsomolestedyou.”
HarrietVangerdidnotmoveamuscle.Thenshetookadeepbreathandburiedherfaceinherhands.IttookfivesecondsbeforeJeffwasbesideher,askingifeverythingwasallright.Harrietlookedathimandgavehimafaintsmile.ThensheastonishedBlomkvistbystandingupandgivingherstudsmanagerahugandakissonthecheek.SheturnedtoBlomkvistwithherarmaroundJeff’sshoulder.
“Jeff,thisisMikael,anold…friendfromthepast.He’sbroughtproblemsandbadnews,butwe’renotgoingtoshootthemessenger.Mikael,thisisJeffCochran,myoldestson.Ialsohaveanothersonandadaughter.”
BlomkviststooduptoshakehandswithJeff,sayingthathewassorrytohavebroughtbadnewswhichhadupsethismother.HarrietexchangedafewwordswithJeffandthensenthimaway.Shesatdownagainandseemedtohavemadeadecision.
“Nomorelies.Iaeptthatit’sallover.InsomesenseI’vebeenwaitingforthisdaysince1966.ForyearsIwasterrifiedthatsomeonemighteuptomeandsaymyname.Butyouknowwhat?AllofasuddenIdon’tcareanymore.Mycrimefallsoutsidethestatuteoflimitations.AndIdon’tgiveashitwhatpeoplethinkaboutme.”
“Crime?”saidMikael.
Shegavehimanurgentlook,buthestilldidn’tunderstandwhatshewastalkingabout.
“Iwassixteen.Iwasscared.Iwasashamed.Iwasdesperate.Iwasallone.TheonlyoneswhoknewthetruthwereAnitaandMartin.IhadtoldAnitaaboutthesexuassaults,butIdidn’thavethecouragetotellherthatmyfatherwasalsoaninsanekillerofwomen.Anitahadneverknownaboutthat.ButIdidtellheraboutthecrimethatImittedmyself.Itwassohorriblethatwhenitcamedowntoit,Ididn’tdaretellHenrik.IprayedtoGodtofiveme.AndIhidinsideaconventforseveralyears.”
“Harriet,yourfatherwasarapistandamurderer.Itwasn’tyourfault.”
“Iknowthat.Myfathermolestedmeforayear.Idideverythingtoavoid…buthewasmyfatherandIcouldn’trefusetohaveanythingtodowithhimwithoutgivinghimsomeexpnation.SoIliedandpyedaroleandtriedtopretendthateverythingwasOK.AndImadesurethatsomeoneelsewasalwaysaroundwhenIsawhim.Mymotherknewwhathewasdoing,ofcourse,butshedidn’tcare.”
“Isabelknew?”
Harriet’svoicetookonanewharshness.
“Ofcoursesheknew.NothingeverhappenedinourfamilywithoutIsabelknowing.Butsheignoredeverythingthatwasunpleasantorshowedherinabadlight.Myfathercouldhaverapedmeinthemiddleofthelivingroomrightbeforehereyesandshewouldn’thavenoticed.Shewasincapableofacknowledgingthatanythingwaswronginherlifeormine.”
“I’vemether.She’snotmyfavouriteinthefamily.”
“She’sbeenlikethatherwholelife.I’veoftenwonderedaboutmyparents’retionship.IrealisedthattheyrarelyormaybeneverhadsexwitheachotherafterIwasborn.Myfatherhadwomen,butforsomestrangereasonhewasafraidofIsabel.Hestayedawayfromher,buthecouldn’tgetadivorce.”
“No-onedoesintheVangerfamily.”
Sheughedforthefirsttime.
“No,theydon’t.ButthepointisthatIcouldn’tbringmyselftosayanything.Thewholeworldwouldhavefoundout.Myschoolmates,allmyretives…”
“Harriet,I’msosorry.”
“Iwasfourteenwhenherapedmethefirsttime.Andduringthenextyearhewouldtakemeouttohiscabin.ManytimesMartincamealong.HeforcedbothmeandMartintodothingswithhim.AndheheldmyarmswhileMartin…hadhiswaywithme.Whenmyfatherdied,Martinwasreadytotakeoverhisrole.HeexpectedmetobeehisloverandhethoughtitwasperfectlynaturalformetosubmittohiwasforcedtodowhatMartinsaid.Iwasridofoormentoronlytondintheclutchesofanother,andtheonlythingIcoulddowastomakesuretherewasneveranoasionwhenIwasalonewithhim…”
“Henrikwouldhave…”
“Youstilldon’tunderstand.”
Sheraisedhervoice.Blomkvistsawthatseveralofthemenatthenexttentwerelookingathim.Sheloweredhervoiceagainandleanedtowardshim.
“Allthecardsareonthetable.You’llhavetoworkouttherest.”
Shestoodupandgottwomorebeers.Whenshecameback,Mikaelsaidasinglewordtoher.
“Gottfried.”
Shenodded.
“OnAugust7,1965,myfatherforcedmetogoouttohiscabin.Henrikwasaway.Myfatherwasdrinking,andhetriedtoforcehimselfonme.Buthecouldn’tgetitupandheflewintoadrunkenrage.Hewasalways…roughandviolenttowardsmewhenwewerealone,butthistimehecrossedtheline.Heurinatedonme.Thenhestartedtellingmewhathewasgoingtodotome.Thatnighthetoldmeaboutthewomenhehadkilled.Hewasbraggingaboutit.HequotedfromtheBible.Thiswentonforanhour.Ididn’tunderstandhalfofwhathewassaying,butIrealisedthathewastotally,absolutelysick.”
Shetookagulpofherbeer.
“Sometimearoundmidnighthehadafit.Hewastotallyinsane.Wewereupinthesleepingloft.HeputaT-shirtaroundmyneckandpulleditastightashecould.Ibckedout.Idon’thavetheslightestdoubtthathereallywastryingtokillme,andforthefirsttimethatnighthemanagedtopletetherape.”
HarrietlookedatBlomkvist.Hereyesentreatedhimtounderstand.
“ButhewassodrunkthatsomehowImanagedtogetaway.Ijumpeddownfromtheloftandfled.IwasnakedandIranwithoutthinking,andendeduponthejettybythewater.Hecamestaggeringafterme.”
Blomkvistsuddenlywishedthatshewouldnottellhimanythingmore.
“Iwasstrongenoughtoshoveanolddrunkintothewater.Iusedanoartoholdhimunderuntilhewasn’tstrugglinganymore.Itdidn’ttakelong.”
Whenshestopped,thesilencewasdeafening.
“AndwhenIlookedup,therestoodMartin.Helookedterrified,butatthesametimehewasgrinning.Idon’tknowhowlonghewasoutsidethecabin,spyingonus.FromthatmomentIwasathismercy.Hecameuptome,grabbedmebythehair,andledmebacktothecabin—toGottfried’sbed.Hetiedmeupandrapedmewhileourfatherwasstillfloatinginthewater.AndIcouldn’tevenofferanyresistance.”
Blomkvistclosedhiseyes.HewasterriblyashamedandwishedthathehadleftHarrietVangerinpeace.Buthervoicehadtakenonanewforce.
“Fromthatdayon,Iwasinhispower.Ididwhathetoldmetodo.Ifeltparalysed,andtheonlythingthatsavedmysanitywasthatIsabel—ormaybeitwasUncleHenrik—decidedthatMartinneededachangeofsceneryafterhisfather’stragicdeath,soshesenthimtoUppsa.Ofcoursethiswasbecausesheknewwhathewasdoingtome,anditwasherwayofsolvingtheproblem.YoucanbetthatMartinwasdisappointed.DuringthenextyearhewashomeonlyfortheChristmasholiday.Imanagedtokeepawayfromhim.IwentwithHenrikonatriptoCopenhagenbetweenChristmasandNewYear’s.Andduringthesummerholiday,Anitawasthere.Iconfidedinher,andshestayedwithmethewholetime,makingsurethathedidn’tenearme.”
“UntilyousawhimonJ?rnv?gsgatan.”
“Iwastoldthathewouldn’tbeingtothefamilygathering,thathewasstayinginUppsa.Butobviouslyhechangedhismind,andsuddenlytherehewasontheothersideofthestreet,staringatme.Hesmiledatme.Itfeltlikeahideousdream.Ihadmurderedmyfather,andIrealisedthatIwouldneverbefreeofmybrother.Upuntilthen,Ihadthoughtaboutkillingmyself.Ichoseinsteadtoflee.”ShegaveBlomkvistwhatwasalmostalookofrelief.“Itfeelsfantastictotellthetruth.Sonowyouknow.”
CHAPTER27
Saturday,July26–Monday,July28
BlomkvistpickedupSanderbyherfrontdooronLundagatanat10:00anddrovehertotheNorracrematorium.Hestayedathersideduringtheceremony.Foralongtimetheyweretheonlymournersalongwiththepastor,butwhenthefuneralbeganArmanskyslippedin.HenoddedcurtlytoBlomkvistandstoodbehindSander,gentlyputtingahandonhershoulder.Shenoddedwithoutlookingathim,asifsheknewwhowasstandingthere.Thensheignoredthemboth.
Sanderhadtoldhimnothingabouthermother,butthepastorhadapparentlyspokentosomeoneatthenursinghomewhereshedied,andBlomkvistunderstoodthatthecauseofdeathwasacerebralhaemorrhage.Sanderdidnotsayawordduringtheceremony.Thepastorlosthertrainofthoughttwicewhensheturneddirectlytoher.Sanderlookedherstraightintheeyewithoutexpression.Whenitwasoversheturnedonherheendleftwithoutsayingthankyouorgoodbye.BlomkvistandArmanskytookadeepbreathandlookedateachother.
“She’sfeelingreallybad,”Armanskysaid.
“Iknowthat,”Blomkvistsaid.“Itwasgoodofyoutoe.”
“I’mnotsosureaboutthat.”
ArmanskyfixedBlomkvistwithhisgaze.
“Ifyoutwoaredrivingbacknorth,keepaneyeonher.”
Hepromisedtodothat.Theysaidgoodbye,andtothepastor,atthechurchdoor.Sanderwasalreadyinthecar,waiting.
ShehadtogobackwithhimtoHedestadtogethermotorcycleandtheequipmentshehadborrowedfromMiltonSecurity.NotuntiltheyhadpassedUppsadidshebreakhersilenceandaskhowthetriptoAustraliahadgone.BlomkvisthadndedatArndatethenightbeforeandhadsleptonlyafewhours.DuringthedrivehetoldherHarrietVanger’sstory.Sandersatinsilenceforhalfanhourbeforesheopenedhermouth.
“Bitch,”shesaid.
“Who?”
“HarrietFuckingVanger.Ifshehaddonesomethingin1966,MartinVangercouldn’thavekeptkillingandrapingforthirty-sevenyears.”
“Harrietknewaboutherfathermurderingwomen,butshehadnoideathatMartinhadanythingtodowithit.Shefledfromabrotherwhorapedherandthenthreatenedtorevealthatshehaddrownedherfatherifshedidn’tdowhathesaid.”
“Bullshit.”
AfterthattheysatinsilenceallthewaytoHedestad.BlomkvistwasteforhisappointmentanddroppedherattheturnofftoHedebyIsnd;heaskedifshewouldpleasebetherewhenhecameback.
“Areyouthinkingofstayingovernight?”shesaid.
“Ithinkso.”
“Doyouwantmetobehere?”
Heclimbedoutofthecarandwentaroundandputhisarmsaroundher.Shepushedhimaway,almostviolently.Blomkvisttookastepback.
“Lisbeth,you’remyfriend.”
“Doyouwantmetostayheresoyou’llhavesomebodytofucktonight?”
Blomkvistgaveheralonglook.Thenheturnedandgotintothecarandstartedtheengine.Hewounddownthewindow.Herhostilitywaspalpable.
“Iwanttobeyourfriend,”hesaid.“Ifyouwantotherwise,thenyoudon’tneedtobeherewhenIgethome.”
HenrikVangerwassittingup,dressed,whenDirchFrodelethimintothehospitalroom.
“They’rethinkingoflettingmeoutforMartin’sfuneraltomorrow.”
“HowmuchhasDirchtoldyou?”
Henriklookeddownatthefloor.
“HetoldmeaboutwhatMartinandGottfriedgotupto.Thisisfar,farworsethanIcouldhaveimagined.”
“IknowwhathappenedtoHarriet.”
“Tellme:howdidshedie?”
“Shedidn’tdie.She’sstillive.Andifyoulike,shereallywantstoseeyou.”
Bothmenstaredathimasiftheirworldhadjustbeenturnedupsidedown.
“Ittookawhiletoconvincehertoe,butshe’salive,she’sdoingfine,andshe’shereinHedestad.Shearrivedthismorningandcanbehereinanhour.Ifyouwanttoseeher,thatis.”
Blomkvisthadtotellthestoryfrombeginningtoend.AcoupleoftimesHenrikinterruptedwithaquestionoraskedhimtorepeatsomething.Frodesaidnotaword.
Whenthestorywasdone,Henriksatinsilence.Blomkvisthadbeenafraidthatitwouldbetoomuchfortheoldman,butHenrikshowednosignofemotion,exceptthathisvoicemighthavebeenabitthickerwhenhebrokehissilence
“Poor,poorHarriet.Ifonlyshehadetome.”
Blomkvistgncedattheclock.Itwasfiveminutestofour.
“Doyouwanttoseeher?She’sstilfraidthatyouwon’twanttoafteryoufoundoutwhatshedid.”
“Whatabouttheflowers?”Henriksaid.
“Iaskedherthatonthepneinghome.Therewasonepersoninthefamily,apartfromAnita,whomsheloved,andthatwasyou.She,ofcourse,wastheonewhosenttheflowers.Shesaidthatshehopedyouwouldunderstandthatshewasaliveandthatshewasdoingfine,withouthavingtomakeanappearance.ButsinceheronlychannelofrmationwasAnita,whomovedabroadassoonasshefinishedherstudiesandnevervisitedHedestad,Harriet’sawarenessaboutwhatwentonherewaslimited.Sheneverknewhowterriblyyousufferedorthatyouthoughtitwashermurderertauntingyou.”
“IassumeitwasAnitawhopostedtheflowers.”
“Sheworkedforanairlineandflewallovertheworld.Shepostedthemfromwherevershehappenedtobe.”
“ButhowdidyouknowAnitawastheonewhohelpedher?”
“ShewastheoneinHarriet’swindow.”
“Butshecouldhavebeenmixedupin…shecouldhavebeenthemurdererinstead.HowdidyoufindoutthatHarrietwasalive?”
BlomkvistgaveHenrikalonglook.ThenhesmiledforthefirsttimesincehehadreturnedtoHedestad.
“AnitawasinvolvedinHarriet’sdisappearance,butshecouldn’thavekilledher.”
“Howcouldyoubesureofthat?”
“Becausethisisn’tsomedamnedlocked-roommysterynovel.IfAnitahadmurderedHarriet,youwouldhavefoundthebodyyearsago.SotheonlylogicalthingwasthatshehelpedHarrietescapeandhide.Doyouwanttoseeher?”
“OfcourseIwanttoseeher.”
BlomkvistfoundHarrietbytheliftinthelobby.Atfirsthedidnotrecogniseher.SincetheyhadpartedatArndaAirportthenightbeforeshehaddyedherhairbrownagain.Shewasdressedinbcktrousers,awhiteblouse,andanelegantgreyjacket.Shelookedradiant,andBlomkvistbentdowntogiveheranencouraginghug.
HenrikgotupfromhischairwhenMikaelopenedthedoor.Shetookadeepbreath.
“Hi,Henrik,”shesaid.
Theoldmanscrutinisedherfromtoptotoe.ThenHarrietwentoverandkissedhim.BlomkvistnoddedtoFrodeandclosedthedoor.
SanderwasnotinthecottagewhenBlomkvistreturnedtoHedebyIsnd.Thevideoequipmentandhermotorcycleweregone,aswelsthebagwithherextraclothesandherspongebag.Thecottagefeltempty.Itsuddenlyseemedalienandunreal.Helookedatthestacksofpaperintheoffice,whichhewouldhavetopackupinboxesandcarrybacktoHenrik’shouse.Buthecouldnotfacestartingtheprocess.HedrovetoKonsumandboughtbread,milk,cheese,andsomethingforsupper.Whenhereturnedheputonwaterforcoffee,satinthegarden,andreadtheeveningpaperswithoutthinkingofanythingelse.
At5:30ataxidroveacrossthebridge.Afterthreeminutesitwentbackthewayitcame.BlomkvistcaughtaglimpseofIsabelVangerinthebackseat.
Around7:00hehaddozedoffinthegardenchairwhenFrodewokehimup.
“How’sitgoingwithHenrikandHarriet?”hesaid.
“Thisunhappycloudhasitssilverlining,”Frodesaidwitharestrainedsmile.“Isabel,wouldyoubelieve,camerushingintoHenrik’shospitalroom.She’dobviouslyseenthatyou’debackandwaspletelybesideherself.ShescreamedathimthattherehadtobeanendtothisoutrageousfussaboutherHarriet,addingthatyouweretheonewhodrovehersontohisdeathwithyoursnooping.”
“Well,she’sright,inaway.”
“ShemandedHenriktodismissyouforthwithandrunyouoffthepropertyforgood.Andwouldhe,onceandforall,stopsearchingforghosts.”
“Wow!”
“Shedidn’tevengnceatthewomansittingbesidethebedtalkingtoHenrik.Shemusthavethoughtitwasoneofthestaff.IwillneverfetthemomentwhenHarrietstoodupandsaid,‘Hello,Mamma.’”
“Whathappened?”
“WehadtocaldoctortocheckIsabel’svitalsigns.Rightnowshe’srefusingtobelievethatit’sHarriet.Youareausedofdragginginanimpostor.”
FrodewasonhiswaytovisitCeciliaandAlexandertogivethemthenewsthatHarriethadrisenfromthedead.Hehurriedaway,leavingBlomkvisttohissolitarymusings.
SanderstoppedandfilledhertankatapetrolstationnorthofUppsa.Shehadbeenridingdoggedly,staringstraightahead.Shepaidquicklyandgotbackonherbike.Shestarteditupandrodetotheexit,whereshestopped,undecided.
Shewasstillinaterriblemood.ShewasfuriouswhensheleftHedeby,butherragehadslowlydissolvedduringtheride.ShecouldnotmakeuphermindwhyshewassoangrywithBlomkvist,orevenifhewastheoneshewasangrywith.
ShethoughtofMartinVangerandHarrietFuckingVangerandDirchFuckingFrodeandthewholedamnedVangercnsittinginHedestadreigningovertheirlittleempireandplottingagainsteachother.Theyhadneededherhelp.Normallytheywouldn’tevenhavesaidhellotoherinthestreet,letaloneentrustherwiththeirrepellentsecrets.
Fuckingriff-raff.
Shetookadeepbreathandthoughtabouthermother,whomshehadconsignedtoashesthatverymorning.Shewouldneverbeabletomendthings.Hermother’sdeathmeantthatthewoundwouldneverheal,sinceshewouldnevernowgetananswertothequestionsshehadwantedtoask.
ShethoughtaboutArmanskystandingbehindheratthecrematoriustgivenhimsomesignthatsheknewhewasthere.Butifshedidthat,hewouldhavetakenitasapretextfortryingtostructureherlife.Ifshegavehimherlittlefingerhe’dtakeherwholearm.Andhewouldneverunderstand.
Shethoughtaboutthewyer,Bjurman,whowasstillherguardianandwho,atleastforthetimebeing,hadbeenneutralisedandwasdoingashewastold.
Shefeltanimpcablehatredandclenchedherteeth.
AndshethoughtaboutMikaelBlomkvistandwonderedwhathewouldsaywhenhefoundoutthatshewasawardofthecourtandthatherentirelifewasafuckingrats’nest.
Itcametoherthatshereallywasnotangrywithhim.Hewasjustthepersononwhomshehadventedherangerwhenwhatshehadwantedmostofallwastomurdersomebody,severalpeople.Beingangrywithhimwaspointless.
Shefeltstrangelyambivalenttowardshim.
Hestuckhisnoseinotherpeople’sbusinessandpokedaroundinherlifeand…but…shehadalsoenjoyedworkingwithhim.Eventhatwasanoddfeeling—toworkwithsomebody.Shewasn’tusedtothat,butithadbeenunexpectedlypainless.Hedidnotmesswithher.Hedidnottrytotellherhowtoliveherlife.
Shewastheonewhohadseducedhim,notviceversa.
Andbesides,ithadbeensatisfying.
Sowhydidshefeesifshewantedtokickhimintheface?
Shesighedandunhappilyraisedhereyestoseeaninter-continentalroarpastontheE4.
Blomkvistwasstillinthegardenat8:00whenhewasrousedbytherattleofthemotorcyclecrossingthebridgeandsawSanderridingtowardsthecottage.Sheputherbikeonitsstandandtookoffherhelmet.Shecameuptothegardentableandfeltthecoffeepot,whichwasemptyandcold.Blomkviststoodup,gazingatherinsurprise.Shetookthecoffeepotandwentintothekitchen.WhenshecamebackoutshehadtakenoffherleathersandsatdowninjeansandaT-shirtwiththesloganICANBEAREGULARBITCH.JUSTTRYME.
“Ithoughtyou’dbeinStockholmbynow,”hesaid.
“IturnedroundinUppsa.”
“Quitearide.”
“I’msore.”
“Whydidyouturnaround?”
Noanswer.Hewaitedheroutwhiletheydrankcoffee.Aftertenminutesshesaid,reluctantly,“Ilikeyourpany.”
Thosewerewordsthathadneverbeforepassedherlips.
“Itwas…interestingtoworkwithyouonthiscase.”
“Ienjoyedworkingwithyoutoo,”hesaid.
“Hmm.”
“Thefactis,I’veneverworkedwithsuchabrilliantresearcher.OK,Iknowyou’reahackerandhangoutinsuspectcirclesinwhichyoucansetupanillegalwiretapinLondonintwenty-fourhours,butyougetresults.”
Shelookedathimforthefirsttimesinceshehadsatatthetable.Heknewsomanyofhersecrets.
“That’sjusthowitis.Iknowputers.I’veneverhadaproblemwithreadingatextandabsorbingwhatitsaid.”
“Yourphotographicmemory,”hesaidsoftly.
“Iadmitit.Ijusthavenoideahowitworks.It’snotonlyputersandtelephoneworks,butthemotorinmybikeandTVsetsandvacuumcleanersandchemicalprocessesandformueinastrophysics.I’manutcase,Iadmitit:afreak.”
Blomkvistfrowned.Hesatquietlyforalongtime.
Asperger’ssyndrome,hethought.Orsomethinglikethat.Atalentforseeingpatternsandunderstandingabstractreasoningwhereotherpeopleperceiveonlywhitenoise.
Sanderwasstaringdownatthetable.
“Mostpeoplewouldgiveaneyetoothtohavesuchagift.”
“Idon’twanttotalkaboutit.”
“We’lldropit.Areyougdyoucameback?”
“Idon’tknow.Maybeitwasamistake.”
“Lisbeth,canyoudefihewordfriendshipforme?”
“It’swhenyoulikesomebody.”
“Sure,butwhatisitthatmakesyoulikesomebody?”
Sheshrugged.
“Friendship—mydefinition—isbuiltontwothings,”hesaid.“Respectandtrust.Bothelementshavetobethere.Andithastobemutual.Youcanhaverespectforsomeone,butifyoudon’thavetrust,thefriendshipwillcrumble.”
Shewasstillsilent.
“Iunderstandthatyoudon’twanttodiscussyourselfwithme,butsomedayyou’regoingtohavetodecidewhetheryoutrustmeornot.Iwantustobefriends,butIcan’tdoitallbymyself.”
“Ilikehavingsexwithyou.”
“Sexhasnothingtodowithfriendship.Sure,friendscanhavesex,butifIhadtochoosebetweensexandfriendshipwhenitestoyou,there’snodoubtwhichIwouldpick.”
“Idon’tgetit.Doyouwanttohavesexwithmeornot?”
“Youshouldn’thavesexwithpeopleyou’reworkingwith,”hemuttered.“Itjustleadstotrouble.”
“DidImisssomethinghere,orisn’tittruethatyouandErikaBergerfuckeverytimeyougetthechance?Andshe’smarried.”
“ErikaandI…haveahistorythatstartedlongbeforewestartedworkingtogether.Thefactthatshe’smarriedisnoneofyourbusiness.”
“Oh,Isee,allofasuddenyou’retheonewhodoesn’twanttotalkaboutyourself.AndthereIwas,learningthatfriendshipisamatteroftrust.”
“WhatImeanisthatIdon’tdiscussafriendbehindherback.I’dbebreakinghertrust.Iwouldn’tdiscussyouwithErikabehindyourbackeither.”
Sanderthoughtaboutthat.Thishadbeeanawkwardconversation.Shedidnotlikeawkwardconversations.
“Idolikehavingsexwithyou,”shesaid.
“Ilikeittoo…butI’mstilloldenoughtobeyourfather.”
“Idon’tgiveashitaboutyourage.”
“No,youcan’tignoreouragedifference.It’snosortofbasisforastingretionship.”
“Whosaidanythingaboutsting?”Sandersaid.“Wejustfinishedupacaseinwhichmenwithfucked-upsexualitypyedaprominentrole.IfIhadtodecide,menlikethatwouldbeexterminated,everystoneofthem.”
“Well,atleastyoudon’tpromise.”
“No,”shesaid,givinghimhercrookednon-smile.“Butatleastyou’renotlikethem.”Shegotup.“NowI’mgoingintotakeashower,andthenIthinkI’llgetintoyourbednaked.Ifyouthinkyou’retooold,you’llhavetogoandsleeponthecampbed.”
Whateverhang-upsSanderhad,modestycertainlywasnotoneofthefterawhilehewashedupthecoffeethingsandwentintothebedroom.
Theygotupat10:00,tookashowertogether,andatebreakfastoutinthegarden.At11:00DirchFrodecalledandsaidthatthefuneralwouldtakepceat2:00intheafternoon,andheaskediftheywerepnningtoattend.
“Ishouldn’tthinkso,”saidMikael.
Frodeaskedifhecouldeoveraround6:00foratalk.Mikaelsaidthatwouldbefine.
HespentafewhourssortingthepapersintothepackingcratesandcarryingthemovertoHenrik’soffice.FinallyhewasleftwithonlyhisownnotesandthetwobindersabouttheHans-ErikWennerstr?maffairthathehadn’topenedinsixmonths.Hesighedandstuffedthemintohisbag.
Froderangtosayhewasrunningteanddidnotreachthecottageuntil8:00.HewasstillinhisfuneralsuitandlookedharriedwhenhesatdownonthekitchenbenchandgratefullyaeptedthecupofcoffeethatSanderofferedhim.ShesatatthesidetablewithherputerwhileBlomkvistaskedhowHarriet’sreappearancehadbeenreceivedbythefamilyasawhole.
“YoumightsaythatithasovershadowedMartin’sdemise.Nowthemediahavefoundoutabouthertoo.”
“Andhowareyouexpiningthesituation?”
“HarriettalkedwithareporterfromtheCourier.Herstoryisthatsheranawayfromhomebecauseshedidn’tgetalongwithherfamily,butthatsheobviouslyhasdonewellintheworldsinceshe’stheheadofaverysubstantialenterprise.”
Blomkvistwhistled.
“IdiscoveredthattherewasmoneyinAustraliansheep,butIdidn’tknowthestationwasdoingthatwell.”
“Hersheepstationisgoingsuperbly,butthatisn’theronlysourceofine.TheCochranCorporationisinmining,opals,manufacturing,transport,electronics,andalotofotherthingstoo.”
“Wow!Sowhat’sgoingtohappennow?”
“Honestly,Idon’tknow.Peoplehavebeenturningupallday,andthefamilyhasbeentogetherforthefirsttimeinyears.They’reherefrombothFredrikandJohanVanger’ssides,andquiteafewfromtheyoungergenerationtoo—theonesintheirtwentiesandup.ThereareprobablyaroundfortyVangersinHedestadthisevening.HalfofthemareatthehospitalwearingoutHenrik;theotherhalfareattheGrandHoteltalkingtoHarriet.”
“Harrietmustbethebigsensation.HowmanyofthemknowaboutMartin?”
“Sofarit’sjustme,Henrik,andHarriet.Wehadalongtalktogether.Martinand…youruncoveringofhisunspeakablelife,it’sovershadowingjustabouteverythingforusatthemoment.Ithasbroughtanenormouscrisisforthepanytoahead.”
“Icanunderstandthat.”
“Thereisnonaturalheir,butHarrietisstayinginHedestadforawhile.Thefamilywillworkoutwhoownswhat,howtheinheritanceistobedividedandsoon.Sheactuallyhasashareofitthatwouldhavebeenquitergeifshehadbeenherethewholetime.It’sanightmare.”
Mikaelughed.Frodewasnotughingatall.
“Isabelhadacolpseatthefuneral.She’sinthehospitalnow.Henriksayshewon’tvisither.”
“GoodforHenrik.”
“However,AnitaisingoverfromLondon.Iamtocalfamilymeetingfornextweek.Itwillbethefirsttimeintwenty-fiveyearsthatshe’sparticipated.”
“WhowillbethenewCEO?”
“Birgerisafterthejob,buthe’soutofthequestion.What’sgoingtohappenisthatHenrikwillstepinasCEOprotemfromhissickbeduntilwehireeithersomeonefromoutsideorsomeonefromwithinthefamily…”
Blomkvistraisedhiseyebrows.
“Harriet?Youcan’tbeserious.”
“Whynot?We’retalkingaboutanexceptionallypetentandrespectedbusinesswoman.”
“ShehasapanyinAustraliatolookafter.”
“True,buthersonJeffCochranismindingthestoreinherabsence.”
“He’sthestudsmanageronasheepranch.IfIunderstoodthemattercorrectly,heseestoitthatthecorrectsheepmatewitheachother.”
“HealsohasadegreeineconomicsfromOxfordandawdegreefromMelbourne.”
Blomkvistthoughtaboutthesweaty,muscurmanwithhisshirtoffwhohaddrivenhimintoandthroughtheravine;hetriedtoimaginehiminapinstripesuit.Whynot?
“Allofthiswilltaketimetoworkout,”Frodesaid.“ButshewouldbeaperfectCEO.Withtherightsupportteamshecouldrepresentawholenewdealforthepany.”
“Shedoesn’thavetheexperience…”
“That’strue.Shecan’tjustpopupoutofmoreorlessnowhereandstartmicro-managingthepany.ButtheVangerCorporationisinternational,andwecouldcertainlyhaveanAmericanCEOwhodoesn’tspeakawordofSwedish…it’sonlybusiness,whenall’ssaidanddone.”
“Soonerorteryou’regoingtohavetofaceuptotheproblemofMartin’sbasement.”
“Iknow.Butwecan’tsayanythingwithoutdestroyingHarriet…I’mgdI’mnottheonewhohastomakethedecisionaboutthis.”
“Damnit,Dirch,youwon’tbeabletoburythefactthatMartinwasaserialkiller.”
“Mikael,I’mina…veryunfortableposition.”
“Tellme.”
“IhaveamessagefromHenrik.Hethanksyoufortheoutstandingworkyoudidandsaysthatheconsidersthecontractfulfilled.ThatmeansheisreleasingyoufromanyfurtherobligationsandthatyounolongerhavetoliveorworkhereinHedestad,etc.So,takingeffectimmediately,youcanmovebacktoStockholmanddevoteyourselftoyourotherpursuits.”
“Hewantsmetovanishfromthescene,isthatthegistofit?”
“Absolutelynot.Hewantsyoutovisithimforaconversationaboutthefuture.HesayshehopesthathisinvolvementontheboardofMillenniumcanproceedwithoutrestrictions.But…”
Frodelookedevenmoreunfortable,ifthatwaspossible.
“Don’ttellme,Dirch…henolongerwantsmetowriteahistoryoftheVangerfamily.”
DirchFrodenodded.Hepickedupanote,openedit,andpusheditovertoMikael.
“Hewroteyouthisletter.”
DearMikael,
Ihavenothingbutrespectforyourintegrity,andIdon’tintendtoinsultyoubytryingtotellyouwhattowrite.Youmaywriteandpublishwhateveryoulike,andIwon’texertanypressureonyouwhatsoever.
Ourcontractremainsvalid,ifyouwanttocontinue.YouhaveenoughmaterialtofinishthechronicleoftheVangerfamily.
Mikael,I’veneverbeggedanyoneforanythinginmyentirelife.I’vealwaysthoughtthatapersonshouldfollowhismoralsandhisconvictions.ThistimeIhavenochoice.
Iam,withthisletter,beggingyou,bothasafriendandaspartownerofMillennium,torefrainfrompublishingthetruthaboutGottfriedandMartin.Iknowthat’swrong,butIseenowayoutofthisdarkness.Ihavetochoosebetweentwoevils,andinthiscasetherearenowinners.
IbegyounottowriteanythingthatwouldfurtherhurtHarriet.Youknowfirst-handwhatit’sliketobethesubjectofamediacampaign.Thecampaignagainstyouwasofquitemodestproportions.YoucansurelyimaginewhatitwouldbelikeforHarrietifthetruthweretoeout.Shehasbeentormentedforfortyyearsandshouldn’thavetosufferanymoreforthedeedsthatherbrotherandherfathermitted.AndIbegyoutothinkthroughtheconsequencesthisstorymighthaveforthethousandsofemployeesinthepany.Thiscouldcrushherandannihiteus.
Henrik
“Henrikalsosaysthatifyourequirepensationforfinanciallossesthatmayarisefromyourrefrainingfrompublishingthestory,heisentirelyopentodiscussion.Youcansetanyfinancialdemandsyouthinkfit.”
“HenrikVangeristryingtoshutmeup.TellhimthatIwishhehadnevergivenmethisoffer.”
“ThesituationisjustastroublesomeforHenrikasitisforyou.Helikesyouverymuchandconsidersyouhisfriend.”
“HenrikVangerisacleverbastard,”Blomkvistsaid.Hewassuddenlyfurious.“Hewantstohushupthestory.He’spyingonmyemotionsandheknowsIlikehimtoo.Andwhathe’salsosayingisthatIhaveafreehandtopublish,andifIdosohewouldhavetorevisehisattitudetowardsMillennium.”
“EverythingchangedwhenHarrietsteppedontothestage.”
“AndnowHenrikisfeelingoutwhatmypricetagmightbe.Idon’tintendtohangHarrietouttodry,butsomebodyhastosaysomethingaboutthewomenwhodiedinMartin’sbasement.Dirch,wedon’tevenknowhowmanywomenhetorturedandsughtered.Whoisgoingtospeakupontheirbehalf?”
Sanderlookedupfromherputer.HervoicewasalmostinaudibleasshesaidtoFrode,“Isn’tthereanyoneinyourpanywho’sgoingtotrytoshutmeup?”
Frodelookedastonished.Onceagainhehadmanagedtoignoreherexistence.
“IfMartinVangerwerealiveatthismoment,Iwouldhavehunghimouttodry,”shewenton.“WhateveragreementMikaelmadewithyou,Iwouldhavesenteverydetaibouthimtothenearesteveningpaper.AndifIcould,Iwouldhavestuckhimdowninhisowntortureholeandtiedhimtothattableandstuckneedlesthroughhisballs.Unfortunatelyhe’sdead.”
SheturnedtoBlomkvist.
“I’msatisfiedwiththesolution.NothingwedocanrepairtheharmthatMartinVangerdidtohisvictims.Butaninterestingsituationhaseup.You’reinapositionwhereyoucancontinuetoharminnocentwomen—especiallythatHarrietwhomyousowarmlydefendedinthecaronthewayuphere.Somyquestiontoyouis:whichisworse—thefactthatMartinVangerrapedheroutinthecabinorthatyou’regoingtodoitinprint?Youhaveafinedilemma.MaybetheethicsmitteeoftheJournalistsAssociationcangiveyousomeguidance.”
Shepaused.Blomkvistcouldnotmeethergaze.Hestareddownatthetable.
“ButI’mnotajournalist,”shesaidatst.
“Whatdoyouwant?”DirchFrodeasked.
“Martinvideotapedhisvictims.Iwantyoutodoyourdamnedesttoidentifyasmanyasyoucanandseetoitthattheirfamiliesreceivesuitablepensation.AndthenIwanttheVangerCorporationtodonate2millionkronorannuallyandinperpetuitytotheNationanisationforWomen’sCrisisCentresandGirls’CrisisCentresinSweden.”
Frodeweighedthepricetagforaminute.Thenhenodded.
“Canyoulivewiththat,Mikael?”Sandersaid.
Blomkvistfeltonlydespair.Hisprofessionallifehehaddevotedtouncoveringthingswhichotherpeoplehadtriedtohide,andhecouldnotbepartytothecoveringupoftheappallingcrimesmittedinMartinVanger’sbasement.Hewhohadmbastedhiscolleaguesfornotpublishingthetruth,herehesat,discussing,negotiatingeven,themostmacabrecover-uphehadeverheardof.
Hesatinsilenceforalongtime.Thenhenoddedhisassent.
“Sobeit,”Frodesaid.“AndwithregardtoHenrik’sofferforfinancialpensation…”
“Hecanshoveituphisbackside,andDirch,Iwantyoutoleavenow.Iunderstandyourposition,butrightnowI’msofuriouswithyouandHenrikandHarrietthatifyoustayanylongerwemightnotbefriendsanymore.”
Frodemadenomovetogo.
“Ican’tleaveyet.I’mnotdone.Ihaveanothermessagetodeliver,andyou’renotgoingtolikethisoneeither.HenrikisinsistingthatItellyoutonight.Youcangouptothehospitandfyhimtomorrowmorningifyouwish.”
Blomkvistlookedupandstaredathim.
Frodewenton.“ThishasgottobethehardestthingI’veeverdoneinmylife.ButIthinkthatonlypletecandourwithallthecardsonthetablecansavethesituationnow.”
“Soit’scandouratst,isit?”
“WhenHenrikconvincedyoutotakethejobstChristmas,”Dirchsaid,ignoringhissarcasm,“neitherhenorIthoughtthatanythingwouldeofit.Thatwasexactlywhathesaid,buthewantedtogiveitonesttry.Hehadanalysedyoursituation,particurlywiththehelpofthereportthatFr?kenSanderputtogether.Hepyedonyourisotion,heofferedgoodpay,andheusedtherightbait.”
“Wennerstr?m.”
Frodenodded.
“Youwerebluffing?”
“No,no,”Frodesaid.
Sanderraisedaneyebrowwithinterest.
“Henrikisgoingtomakegoodoneverythinghepromised.He’sarranginganinterviewandisgoingpublicwithadirectassaultonWennerstr?m.Youcanhaveallthedetailster,butroughlythesituationisthis:whenWennerstr?mwasemployedinthefinancedepartmentoftheVangerCorporation,hespentseveralmillionkronorspecutingonforeigncurrency.Thiswaslongbeforeforeignexchangefuturesbecametherage.Hedidthiswithoutauthority.Onedeafteranotherwentbad,andhewassittingtherewithalossofsevenmillionkronorthathetriedtocoverup.Partlybycookingthesandpartlybyspecutingevenharder.Itinevitablycametolightandhewassacked.”
“Didhemakeanyprofithimself?”
“Ohyes,hemadeoffwithabouthalfamillionkronor,whichironicallyenoughbecametheseedmoneyfortheWennerstr?mGroup.Wehavedocumentationforallofthis.Youcanusethermationhoweveryoulike,andHenrikwillbackuptheausationspublicly.But…”
“But,andit’sabigbut,Dirch,thermationisworthless,”Blomkvistsaid,smminghisfistonthetable.“Itallhappenedthirty-plusyearsagoandit’saclosed.”
“You’llgetconfirmationthatWennerstr?misacrook.”
“ThatwilnnoyWennerstr?mwhenitesout,butitwon’tdamagehimanymorethanadirecthitfromapeashooter.He’sgoingtoshufflethedeckbyputtingoutapressreleasesayingthatHenrikVangerisanoldhas-beenwho’sstilltryingtostealsomebusinessfromhim,andthenhe’llprobablycimthathewasactingonordersfromHenrik.Evenifhecan’tprovehisinnocence,hecanydownenoughsmokescreensthatno-onewilltakethestoryseriously.”
Frodelookedunhappy.
“Youconnedme,”Blomkvistsaid.
“Thatwasn’tourintention.”
“Ibmemyself.Iwasgraspingatstraws,andIshouldhaverealiseditwassomethinglikethat.”Heughedabruptly.“Henrikisanoldshark.HewassellingaproductandtoldmewhatIwantedtohear.It’stimeyouwent,Dirch.”
“Mikael…I’msorrythat…”
“Dirch.Go.”
SanderdidnotknowwhethertogoovertoBlomkvistortoleavehiminpeace.Hesolvedtheproblemforherbypickinguphisjacketwithoutawordandsmmingthedoorbehindhim.
Formorethananhourshewaitedrestlesslyinthekitchen.Shefeltsobadthatsheclearedthetableandwashedthedishes—arolesheusuallylefttoBlomkvist.Shewentregurlytothewindowtoseeiftherewasanysignofhim.Finallyshewassonervousthatsheputonherjacketandwentouttolookforhim.
Firstshewalkedtothemarina,wherelightswerestilloninthecabins,buttherewasnosignofhirtinVanger’shousewasdarkandalreadylookedabandoned.Shewentouttotherocksatthepointwheretheyhadoftensattalking,andthenshewentbackhome.Hestillhadnotreturned.
Shewenttothechurch.Stillnosign.Shewasatalosstoknowwhattodo.Thenshewentbacktohermotorcycleandgotafshlightfromthesaddlebagandsetoffalongthewateragain.Ittookherawhiletowindherwayalongthehalf-overgrownroad,andevenlongertofindthepathtoGottfried’scabin.Itloomedoutofthedarknessbehindsometreeswhenshehadalmostreachedit.Hewasnotontheporchandthedoorwaslocked.
Shehadturnedtowardsthevilgewhenshestoppedandwentback,allthewayouttothepoint.ShecaughtsightofBlomkvist’ssilhouetteinthedarknessontheendofthejettywhereHarrietVangerhaddrownedherfather.Shesighedwithrelief.
Heheardherasshecameoutontothejetty,andheturnedaround.Shesatdownnexttohimwithoutaword.Atsthebrokethesilence.
“Fiveme.Ihadtobealoneforawhile.”
“Iknow.”
Shelittwocigarettesandgavehimone.Blomkvistlookedather.Sanderwasthemostasocialhumanbeinghehadevermet.Usuallysheignoredanyattemptonhisparttotalkaboutanythingpersonal,andshehadneveraeptedasingleexpressionofsympathy.Shehadsavedhislife,andnowshehadtrackedhimouthereinthenight.Heputanarmaroundher.
“NowIknowwhatmypriceis,”hesaid.“We’veforsakenthosegirls.They’regoingtoburythewholestory.EverythinginMartin’sbasementwillbevacuumedintooblivion.”
Sanderdidnotanswer.
“Erikawasright,”hesaid.“IwouldhavedonemoregoodifI’dgooSparamonthandthenehomerefreshedandtakenonWennerstr?m.I’vewastedallthesemonths.”
“Ifyou’dgooSpain,MartinVangerwouldstillbeoperatinginhisbasement.”
Theysattogetherforalongtimebeforehesuggestedthattheygohome.
BlomkvistfelsleepbeforeSander.Sheyawakelisteningtohimbreathe.Afterawhileshewenttothekitchenandsatinthedarkonthekitchenbench,smokingseveralcigarettesasshebrooded.ShehadtakenitforgrantedthatVangerandFrodemightconhim.Itwasintheirnature.ButitwasBlomkvist’sproblem,nothers.Orwasit?
Atstshemadeadecision.Shestubbedouthercigaretteandwentintothebedroom,turnedonthemp,andshookMikaewake.Itwas2:30inthemorning.
“What?”
“I’vegotaquestion.Situp.”
Blomkvistsatup,drunkwithsleep.
“Whenyouwereindicted,whydidn’tyoudefendyourself?”
Blomkvistrubbedhiseyes.Helookedattheclock.
“It’salongstory,Lisbeth.”
“I’vegottime.Tellme.”
Hesatforalongwhile,ponderingwhatheshouldsay.Finallyhedecidedonthetruth.
“Ihadnodefence.Thermationinthearticlewaswrong.”
“WhenIhackedyourputerandreadyouremailexchangewithBerger,therewereplentyofreferencestotheWennerstr?maffair,butyoutwokeptdiscussingpracticaldetailsaboutthetriandnothingaboutwhatactuallyhappened.Whatwasitthatwentwrong?”
“Lisbeth,Ican’tlettherealstorygetout.Ifellintoatrap.ErikaandIarequiteclearthatitwoulddamageourcredibilityevenfurtherifwetoldanyonewhatreallyhappened.”
“Listen,KalleBlomkvist,yesterdayafternoonyousatherepreachingaboutfriendshipandtrustandst